Thursday, January 20, 2011
Sunday, January 02, 2011
A Believer No More!
I don’t know when the process began.
I didn’t catch the beginning.
Maybe it wasn’t painful then!
Maybe it had a silent start!
It happened imperceptibly;
It was a quiet conquest!
I was a believer;
I believed in fire!
The potent fire of mind,
The fearless fire of truth,
The mysterious fire of existence,
I was a believer!
I don’t know when I stopped believing,
I don’t know!
I gave up fighting on the side of hope,
I gave in to the numbness of destiny!
I don’t know when the process began,
The process of me not caring,
The process of me shutting up,
The process of me shrugging more and more,
The process of me hiding me,
The process of me becoming him!
I was a believer no more!
* Kasimir Malevich, Black Square & Red Square, 1913
Maybe it wasn’t painful then!
Maybe it had a silent start!
It happened imperceptibly;
It was a quiet conquest!
I was a believer;
I believed in fire!
The potent fire of mind,
The fearless fire of truth,
The mysterious fire of existence,
I was a believer!
I don’t know when I stopped believing,
I don’t know!
I gave up fighting on the side of hope,
I gave in to the numbness of destiny!
I don’t know when the process began,
The process of me not caring,
The process of me shutting up,
The process of me shrugging more and more,
The process of me hiding me,
The process of me becoming him!
I was a believer no more!
* Kasimir Malevich, Black Square & Red Square, 1913
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